Taking what you can

I wrote this long and maudlin post about failing this class. (I truly am failing. It sucks. It’s partly my fault, partly a crappy professor.) But I’m not going to post it. It’s retarded.

But I’m super happy because the Closer has their special tonight. And I’m planning on washing some alpaca. Because I can. Because while I do have the second exam and project presentation for the failing class, there’s not much I can do about it tonight. I’m ready for the presentation. I’m doing my reviews for the papers. The exam is in a week and I’m so lacking in understanding at this point that I can’t even study. I have an appointment with the prof (who I’m pretty sure doesn’t really want to take the time to actually help, but I’m pushing anyways).

Happy flowers. They make me think of Christmas. That might just be me though.